Bump to revive this because this is awesome.

I'm struggling with my faith. Not that I don't believe that Jesus is Lord, but I haven't been seeking him in the word and in turn, I haven't been feeling God's presence in a number of months despite serving on the worship team alongside my wife.

A crush

I bust a fat nut before going to the gym.

My friend found someone who'd broke into their house in the basement and my friend barricaded the basement door and they were in there with no food, water, or exit for over 3 months and they were too scared to open the door but then I told the police and they found out that the guy starved and rotted, but before that, he'd gone insane, literally licking dirty ground and sewage water from the walls and floor, cutting himself and writing on the walls in blood and eating his own flesh. My friend went to jail for it and is still in, but still, I saw the dead guy in there, and it looked like hell there, and it still gives me nightmares. This was over 3 years ago now though so it's pretty ok, but my friend sorta isn't my friend now

I love to rant and if I hadn't gotten it out of my system elsewhere on the internet earlier today then my text wall would be so long that it would lag lower end devices into a boot loop. Exaggeration? Maybe. I still got my point across.

It annoys me that i can grow a killer goatee but my cheeks just don't wanna fill in. I want a full beard, not just a long goatee.

I'm leaving to go to China for 10 months in about 3 weeks. I'm excited and slightly terrified.

One day I was shopping in Tesco's with my mums card, and she said there was £5 in it. So I went to buy gum, apple juice and some pringles, but the card failed on checkout so I got pissed and walked out. I forgot I had gum left in my pocket, and I was out of the shop already. Thought I would have been caught, but nothing happened. Now if I went back to return it, I would've been bashed by my shitty maths teacher for being late, so I went back to class. Idk man, maybe I'm unconsciously a good shop lifter or the security is lazy, but I regret stealing even if it was by accident.

I'm seeing a particular person tomorrow (hopefully) and I want it to go well

I hate my neighbor. Asshole goes wot with his shitty honda motorcycle at 6 am and any other time he leaves or comes back.

This is actually very personal and I haven't talked about it with anyone. [spoiler]My room mate is my best friend of many years. She was diagnosed with Crone's disease some time ago, and a lot of the times she is fine, but sometimes she has flare ups and without someone around, her life would be extremely difficult. When the housing market became really good for buying, I helped her buy a house. I sold a few things (RIP motorcycle) and she got a great home. Our deal was that I could live with her for very cheap rent, and save up for my own home. When her home equity grew enough, she would pay me back from that. It's been at the point where she could pay me back and I could start looking at a house of my own. But the idea of her living on her own scares the hell out of me. I want to move on with my life but there have been times where she has been incapacitated, even one time where I had to drive her to the hospital and she had to have stomach surgery and was in the hospital for weeks. If I hadn't heard her crying from the next room and went over to see what was wrong, she could have died. Her phone was across the room and she couldn't move from pain. She is pretty much my older sister, her parents took me in when my own family fell apart. When her mom passed away, it was like my own mom had passed. Every time I think about having my own house, I just remember her crying that day. I think about her being like that by herself in a house all alone and dying in horrible pain as her stomach ruptures and she passes out from her organs being flooded by bile. There are also the issues like shopping, moving things around, etc. If she exerts herself too much, it could literally rupture her stomach. She doesn't have full mobility. She can walk around and work at her job, but she can't really bend or stretch. She can't lift more than about 30 pounds on her own, and there is a lot to do around a house when you live on your own. I know it would be too much for her to handle. It's not that I feel trapped. I honestly don't. I just couldn't bear being in my own house and getting a phone call telling me that she'd passed away.[/spoiler]

I have nonexistent confidence and self esteem, though I think that's the norm here

So a while back, there’s this girl that I met in a new friend group I was joining, and she had feelings for me when she first met me. After a while, I decided to break the ice a little and see what would happen, and apparently, she didn’t feel the same about me as she used to. I feel like she still has feelings for me, even though she says she doesn’t now. I’m not sure what to do about it either 😕

I'm about to ship off to Basic Training and I have never been more nervous in my entire life.

I hate that people are so close minded that they won't give President Donald Trump a chance. They don't want him to succeed. If he cured cancer, people would see that as a negative. This is why God is in heaven.

I've been obseesed with vikings lately... No idea why... [spoiler]https://youtu.be/ptQW_Yhg9Jg [/spoiler]

I've been here too long. No topics are interesting, and the trolling is more poorly done than ever before.

46 and 2 just ahead of me!!

Working at a crap job, got offer for better job. Better job is far away and school is starting so it won't be the best situation. Need to make my choice soon.

I fear Joel will die in the next game...

Quite a bit. Nothing bad, just things.

Every freaking second I'm not doing something important I'm thinking about my neighbor and I'm too nervous to tell her how I feel, and I feel always because I think about her so much

My boyfriend of only a month cheated on me while I was in West Virginia for a week and I'm already over him. I honestly couldn't be happier atm.