Her future husband, while I know will treat her the way she needs and deserves, doesn't exactly like me... and by that I mean he hates me... I wasn't always a good guy. I actually used to be a terrible human being that wasn't worth the air I would breathe. I took 3 girlfriends from him in high school just to piss him off... treated him like shit. Then right after highschool i found church, and ive changed, and made myself a better man. But I deserve any and everything I get.. including losing her for good.

If you can just call him or text him and congratulates him telling him what you've been through and you understand if he will be mad at you for what you have done but you have changed your ways and hope him and her are happy together.

I'm willing to try anything. Maybe you're right. Maybe he's forgiven me. I hope he has, but I have this aching feeling he hasn't.

He doesn't have to forgive you but he very well might if you call or text him congratulating him and wishing him a happy life and apologizing for what you did.

I'll try it. Seriously. Thank you <3

Guess there's no harm in trying.