Over The Years playing D1 To D2
Had a Story that I shared on Twitch at one Time bout my little girl having heart problems then passed away when she was 1 Year 2 weeks old that really devastated my wife and me as a father as a husband then some players came into my channel started shaming laughing at me then told me they sent me a clan invite that said below
I'm Glad Your Daughter Dead Clan
I Shared My Story For 1 Reason
Cause I did not know how to Deal with my loss of my child being gone so I thought If I shared my story on twitch that others would come into my channel and would comfort me so I could have someone too talk to at the time
Now year later been Diagnosed with
Leukemia my Oncologist said I have 10 Years to live I Shared My Story on YouTube Gorillamobster
Hoping players would change but I get others come into my live stream telling me I hope I die of cancer why do players have so much hate in the world I don't understand I have Reported this so many times on Twitch and YouTube they do nothing bout it why..
Last Year's of my Life I want it to mean something when I play this game I enjoy playing this game because I get to escape from reality and it blocks out my pain suffering from my leukemia blood cancer just want to meet new players people I can trust and bond with but there is so much hate in the world
My Dream is to have Bungie do a Story on me and my channel on YouTube
Bungie is a one of the Biggest Supporters when it comes to Cancer that makes me happy
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Keep up the great work.
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3 commentairesModifié par GRAVEL : 2/3/2022 1:05:33 PMIf I were bungie- I'd actually remove your post. It makes me feel bad in so many, many ways. Everything about this post is wrong. I've previously offered you my condolences but now I am blocking you. Are you a simpleton? That is the only possible explanation how any of this is true. It's either that or you are actively trying to exploit people. You share all this inappropriate information with everyone. [b]It's your actions that create the reaction.[/b] I in no way condone the actions of these humans but they have the right, and you've empowered them! You want to enjoy the [i]rights[/i] the internet gives you but then restrict those same [i]rights[/i] of others? You do understand the thing you are rightfully railing against was instigated by you?
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You have my deepest sympathy for your suffering & i don't condone the abuse you have received,however as you wrote yourself,internet gaming is a place for everyone to escape reality & telling people you are dying is going to make most people switch off,not because they are all unsympathetic but because it is to real,to serious. Who knows what any of us are going through,we all have our own issues in life & we are all here to escape those issues,most people don't want to hear about death,politics,religion or having real world agenda's & ideologies forced upon us by virtue signalling wannabee-woke companies. For a brief moment in time we all get to be 'innocent' again,no responsibilities,no cares & no worries but stories & events based in reality break the 'spell of innocence' for most & some lash out harshly at whoever breaks the 'spell',as you have experienced. Surely there are dedicated sites to share your pain with others but gaming sites are not the place for you to get help & no one should have to experience a dose of reality on a gaming site either. My thoughts are with you.
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1 commentaireWhoever sent that clan thing to you is the lowest form of scum on the face of this planet. Pure evil in my opinion. The human race is despicable.
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Modifié par QUIET INFINITY : 2/2/2022 7:34:36 AMim sorry for your loss. The internet is not the right place to share personal stuff. The trolls are just waiting for it. It has nothing to do with destiny community. Its the internet. Keep your head up. And dont praise bungie, they are one of the fakest companies in the world.
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4 commentairesEver heard the phrase “too much is too much”? Sometimes it’s best to not divulge your personal life. I mean let’s be honest you’re either shooting for sympathy cause you’re a “streamer” or a fool. Either way you get what you get. Is it a little cold sure but your need for attention and sympathy backfired. Social media will be the ruining of the world.
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Do you want to team up with other people or want to stay solo? I know some good people and a community free from this kind of behaviour.
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Unfortunately a lot of folks use their voice on the internet like total a-holes. Best to ignore em completely, bro. I've got a loved one fighting a losing battle with small cell carcinoma. Just keep your head up and remind yourself of the people in your life who care about and will be by your side on the journey ahead. Cheers.
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Modifié par Maj-Payne2978 : 2/3/2022 4:59:43 AMThere are a million ways to deal with grief but -blam!-. It’s hard for to say their are wrong ways but holy -blam!-. Twitch, YouTube, even here I hope this isn’t just some attention seeking bullshit. Find a therapist or a support group of other people dealing with loss. I’m a combat veteran who had dealt with ptsd for years. The military has taught me when people struggle and go through hard -blam!- together they bond together. Anyways I hope you eventually heal and get the support you need. But social media isn’t going to be it.
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This is a tough read... I hope you defy the estimates, and find more peace, in whatever time you got left, than the joylessness people like that are pushing. I hope you get that story. Where the Ninjas/Mentors at? Shoot this up the chain guys.
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I'm so very sorry for your current position in life, Im really glad you found something to help escape and forget about what's happening, I wish you the best, good luck out there gaurdian
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3 commentairesAre you clueless or don't you play this game. All you have to do is play it and you will see where the toxicity comes from. Bungie cares about money first, themselves second, and the game and you and I are way at the end of the list.
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Buggy-6 邪魔族EXOOo - ancien
It's not about the Bungie community actually.It's about the chaotic internet.The people who say these hideous words just like many other aholes who have no principles.The only principle they have is to find something they can laugh at. 🤦♂️ -
I wish you nothing but as much happiness as humanly possible for however long you may have left on this Earth, Guardian
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Normally I don't say anything on these type of posts, but...... First off, my condolences. I can't imagine what you might be going through, and I hope you manage to get through this. But sometimes, majority of the community are not the best to confide in, and the forums is no exceptions. Immaturity is rampant, and it masks their true feelings. I do wish you the best of luck and to keep going. For every person wishing harm, there's a dozen more wishing you well.
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Diablodante85Antifascist International security - ancien
Friend first of all my deepest condolences for your loss and I really hope you are strong in these hard times, sometimes life hits us in a terrible way, I hope you don't have to meet again anyone so highly toxic of this community and that everything goes great for you these years because you deserve to live with dignity, a big hug. -
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SpaceLadyStacybeing harassed by the community - ancien
I’ve said it for years lmao, the majority of the Destiny community is -blam!- garbage. I’ve been -blam!- harassed over the internet for being a girl who plays this game. Verbally and emotionally. And I’ve even gone through multiple cases of stalkers tracking me down from this game. Abused by a LOT of clan members and leaders, and players who didn’t like how good I was at pvp at one point. This is just another horrible incident that someone like you and I have to go through, and I’m sorry it’s like that for you. We all have our own stories. Our own troubles. But I’ve lost complete hope and respect for this community because of what I’ve had to Personally go through. I won’t connect with any of you. Period. Take that how you will. -
Modifié par Sweet Lew 88 : 2/2/2022 8:09:43 PMI am sorry about your loss and that you ran into inconsiderate people playing destiny. However, I don't think you have the right to call all of us toxic. You don't know all of us.... Maybe you are playing in toxic circles, maybe find a clan of nice people? Maybe stay off the internet if you are too sensitive to trolls on the internet?
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I'm sorry for your loss. I hope you know that most people will feel sympathy when someone reaches out in their pain despite your experience.
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Sorry for your loss, I sent you a friend request, if you ever need help. I am always willing. or you help me if you want.
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You are good, they are evil. Demons hate Angels, and that will never change. Be sad for them, chances are they didn’t have the same motherly love or fatherly example we had. You have cancer in your blood, they have it in their soul. I’ll play with you, I’m a good guy and I’ll never be toxic, my mom would strike me from heaven if she ever saw me being mean. I’ll friend you. Let’s forget all these idiots and have fun while we can.
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Welcome to the internet. Made toxic by the anonymity of social media platforms.
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It's just the nature of the Internet, really. Happens with any game community.
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A lot of triple necks on this forums They don’t love themselves… they can’t even take care of themselves …. Of course they’re toxic.
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2 commentairesModifié par Demon_XXVII : 2/2/2022 4:37:00 PMPersonally, I don’t let anyone really know a thing about me [quote][b]Gorillamobster23[/b] Had a Story that I shared on Twitch at one Time bout my little girl having heart problems then passed away when she was 1 Year 2 weeks old that really devastated my wife and me as a father as a husband then some players came into my channel started shaming laughing at me then told me they sent me a clan invite that said below I'm Glad Your Daughter Dead Clan[/quote] So, with that said, if I was going through this stuff (losing a child etc) & someone had tried that trolling shite & mocked that tragedy I would have activated a laptop, IP/Doxxed them, hunted them down & cut their f****** ****** out! There’s things that are “banter” & then there’s thing that’s are [b]totally off limits[/b] for joking about That is one of them! Rule 1 - no personal info! —— [quote][b]Gorillamobster23[/b] Now year later been Diagnosed with Leukemia my Oncologist said I have 10 Years to live [/quote] You sound like you’ve been through the millstone Sorry to hear about the terminal illness, nothing really to be said other than Enjoy every moment with your loved ones, put the game down if it’s stressful (it’s really not worth it) Life’s too short to be worrying about trolling comments & prized idiots Be everything you can be for your wife & children, grab the time you have, listen, cry, laugh, dance, educate & enrich their lives - enjoy your family & savour every damn moment [i]Do, everything you fear In this, there's power Fear is not to be afraid of! [/i] Godbless, Godspeed Guardian
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Modifié par kellygreen45 : 2/2/2022 2:57:27 PMSorry for your loss and your struggles. Truly. You deserve support and understanding, but you need to realize that you are looking for it in the wrong place. While “safe spaces” have become a meme, the need for them is real. We need places where we can be vulnerable, to drop our social masks and be ourselves. Warts and all. Especially during difficult times. But the internet isn’t that place. The internet gives people anonymity. Anonymity is like war: it will bring out the very best in some people, and the very worst in others. So sharing your troubles here will bring out every sociopath, psychopath, and every person looking to bully someone who appears weak and an easy mark. You’ll also bring out every bored, angry teenager who can’t empathize with what you’re going through and will try to get some free entertainment by trying to add to your suffering. Don’t do this. You deserve better. Turn to your friends and family in the real world to give you that safe space. If they can’t provide it, then turn to your healthcare providers. They can direct you to resources that can provide this for you at this difficult time.