I...don’t even understand what’s happening. It started off with the occasional whispers, but it’s only gotten worse. These nightmares I’ve been getting, I don’t know what’s happening. I nearly killed Malex. I injured him from when I was freaking out in my sleep. Cut his shoulder pretty badly too. I want to tell him what’s going wrong, but...I can’t. It’s almost like something doesn’t WANT me to tell him. Almost like something’s forcing me to keep it all to myself. I need help...but I feel like some force is making me see it as being pointless. It’s almost like some of my own feelings aren’t my own anymore. And it all started when I touched that damn gun...the one that Sevestapol used to wield. I fear this is only going to get even more worse...