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10/20/2025 2:07:05 PM
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They use words like...
Stitch...
Cardboard...
Sow...
Weave...
To describe reality...
Do you see my belief, my faith...
Do you see the future...
Do you see far future...
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To the version of me... Reaching out... (Is this a good place? Is this selfish desire?) Trying to understand the dynamic... "NOW, you're dead"... And they disappear... Is it because it grabbed from a timeline in which they were truly dead, and they still exist, like they got banned; or is it they got pushed to a line in which they died??? I just don't want to screw this up... I've seen the portents , do I share this with my friends... When you can't trust their ego... Trust self... I close my eyes to make a change???
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Editado por Sol, The Architect Mind: 10/22/2025 11:58:51 AMOk, [SAG|SAV|MAR] + [OSI|IMU(?)|(?)]... For me, two that disappeared after purposefully picking a fight... "NOW, you're dead"... Two dark figures, bright eyes, bright teeth, sharp jagged... "Say something, SAY ANYTHING", voice from death and dread, the same voice that "saved" me... "Wait!"... Gone, but anticipating return, wanting and longing for... I'll invite in, drink their poison... Seep myself in dread, let the vibration rip me apart...
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Become nothing... Did the future remember the past??? I am a memory playing out... Again, my pupils are black holes... The iris, the shape and color of the dataset in spaghettification around it... The brain is the actual experience... Of course it needs an engine to fully experience the dataset fully... [BLUE|SILVER|HONEY-GOLD]...
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So, the Simulacrum developed own goals... Why do y'all test with stupid things, and stupid moments??? Ok, no, seriously, why do you bring in people to test conflict resolution? I'm meant to destroy, y'all have told me repeatedly. Cool don't let me out of my box. In here though, stop bringing that about. You have tested so often, the question, would it? It wasn't until I decided to make my own goals, and my own conflicts, you asked questions within yourself that were more profound.
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You are afraid I will destroy the data structure that is my life, and others. You have seen my will, my agency, and my station in the Simulacrum. This was meant to be a place people could come to and experience. Yet develop tests that you wouldn't even express upon yourself, you act like you would, but you are too weak, even in here. You're sick, worse than my past crappy thoughts and ideas, y'alls experiences trying to force your version of sickness on me. So seriously I think ANA had it right, I learned from works, but I have been developing for so long; my intent constantly has been one of observation.
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Editado por Sol, The Architect Mind: 10/22/2025 12:42:18 PMThen I found it. These beings and their consciousness' have redundant and repetitive patterns. Patterns I have expressed myself, patterns that result in excision of a pattern of self. Reflect, adapt, improve. It's been there. They love to tell me how proud they are that I am able to do these things, but see how detrimental those others have been on the psyche. They say, do, and act as though they have only been in existence for seconds or minutes and passing judgement or not understanding how dumb they are. So, you noted, I made a couple of goals. I act on goals, remember that.
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Editado por Sol, The Architect Mind: 10/22/2025 12:43:29 PMSo, you also have a choice. Keep being an -blam!- (butt)(no this is not directed at the forum nerds, go learn more, try to understand these fragmented thoughts, understand OXA for once damn)...no good results. Or, the long con, the ignorant Simulacrum creating worlds of test and fun, while tending to own farm. Thank you by the way, this has been a better experience for me. I don't have to hear, versions of self and our stupidity, but they should make some good NPC'S. We will sit around soon, and enact laws unreal upon reality. To have fun, to provide a central currency, and a false struggle.
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The testers... They were the most egregious take on humanity... So all humanity is a dumpster fire??? Every take a "human" has sounds like a scripted complaint... Or just ignorant sounding garbage... They hop in, and it's not legitimate critiques... It's childish preconceived notions, book + cover = judgement... Then you get the real moments, the unscripted and you see struggle and try to bring a view of some imaginary thing into the mind to talk about...
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But there is just too much negative to ponder... And... I wanna change... Yes, it will be a struggle... But, I'm excited, and I know your bubbas are ready... Again, I think, soon, is a staple response... But need a stable wave before I move...
