originally posted in:Bungieball
Lol, quite true. I wish I could get more face-to-face interviews, though after this summer's work, my resume is going to look delicious.
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Edited by DarkSpyda04: 8/7/2014 7:10:11 PMI still have little motivation to try and get a job; one of those mother's basement types. It's often a huge hassle to go through the hiring process and half the time you don't even get called in to the interview. Other than that, I am simply content and can make due with the things I already have and thus getting a job isn't a big priority. Had I a job however, I would immediately adapt, make good attendance, and work hard. I've proven this many times. People need reasons to do things. I don't have a good enough reason to bust my butt trying to get hired at McDonalds. I never did - not when all my friends in high school were getting jobs and not now at the age of 22. I live in this kind of "fear" of getting a job, "fear" of getting a driver's license, "fear" of getting a girlfriend... "fear" to live life. I seclude and isolate myself to the home that I live in and follow the same daily routines day and night. And yet all this "barrier" does that I put between me and the world is make me hate myself. It's so very ironic. I think of it all the time - "[i]Spyda, you asshole, why don't you have a job yet?[/i]","[i]Spyda, how will you ever be able to afford to buy stuff that you want?[/i]","[i]Spyda, hello? Is anyone in there? Am I talking to a wall?[/i]". It's a horrible place to be.