I'm bored. Bored of The Flood, bored of walking around the house doing nothing, bored of being bored. It's always the same mindless routine over and over again every waking day. Before I know it the day's over and I wake up the next morning to the same old shit. But I don't want to kill time and I don't want it to go by - I don't even like the thought of getting older. Right now I'm trying to learn ESIV Oblivion modding and how to get a newly created mesh to play an animation in-game. I've created the mesh, created the animation, and assigned the animation to the mesh and imported it into the game. Yet... the animation doesn't play for god knows what reason. So I posted about my problem on an Oblivion modding forum and I watch day by day as the post goes ignored and slowly drops down the list. It seems like Oblivion modding isn't very lively and people are more concerned with playing mods than creating them. There are not many people who know a lot about how to create mods for Oblivion so there's not much support. When there's no support, there's no way to create mods. So here I am sitting on my ass still waiting for someone to help me out because I'm very persistent and want nothing other than to see that animating object working in Oblivion. I keep telling myself that it should NOT be this -blam!-ing hard to get something so trivial to work. And with this one-tracked mind, I visit Bungie.net and all the other forums I frequent and generally waste my time away hoping that I will get an answer. What the -blam!- is wrong with me?