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2/5/2022 8:48:03 PM
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A Personal Development
I normally don't make posts about myself, especially not anything IRL, but there has been a change. And I'm not really to sure what's gonna come out of it
People that know me might not know I have severe depression. It's not something I care to talk about with anyone but over the past 2 or 3 years certain... "things" have been happening that weren't adding up in my mind.
Empty rooms started to have people in them. My house had 2 more people living there that never talked. I had what I thought were duplicate cats. But more recently, over the past few months, things were getting weird in more ways than one.
Last week, I was seen about it, and apparently I have depression based schizophrenia. And I've been hallucinating. For a long time.
I was told I am still mentally stable and will continue to live "normally" but I just thought it was interesting.
I know theres a post up already, but everyone needs to keep an eye on their mental health. It's crazy out here
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#Offtopic
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Be careful of medictation.. sometimes it causes more problems then solves; don't be fooled..
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Man I just talk to myself a lot. Sounds rough, good luck. Or maybe it's cool, it could be cool to flaunt, idk.
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My brother is a paranoid schizophrenic and also has depression its no fun
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1 ReplyEveryone else is crazy
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2 RepliesFighting for your sanity? I stopped doing that years ago! [spoiler]but seriously that sounds scary my guy, I’ll pray for you.[/spoiler]
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3 RepliesDang dude. That’s crazy. I’ve seen the shadow people in my peripheral vision from lack of sleep, but you’ve got some next level jazz going on. Are there more crazy details? Like what do the bonus people do? They just chill? It’s cool if you don’t wanna talk about it but I’m curious about the experience.
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Depression is no good. Keep going, boss cone.
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That sounds rough. I'm in the depression camp too, but thankfully I don't hallucinate. You made the right step seeing somebody, wish you the best.
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1 Reply[i]Thank you for sharing. As someone who's been fighting a life long battle with depression ( one that I'm afraid I'm losing, every new day seems 100 times darker than previous one ), I'm sure that confession took a lot of bravery. Keep fighting the good fight.[/i]
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I could not imagine having something like this, Knight. I have never experienced something like this at all. I am really glad you are seeing someone, as that is the hardest step
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As much as I can sympathise with your feelings I have never hallucinated (i think), although I do have memory problems which I have a hunch are related to my mental ill-health. I had a friend who would occasionally see a copy of himself but with bleached hair, and he’d tell him to do… stuff. Did not sound like a fun time.
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Tell ol' Dave he still owes me 35 bucks. [spoiler]Hope ya get better![/spoiler]
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Dang man I hope you’re doing alright.
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Glad to hear that you’re seeking help.
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Oh my. That sounds…interesting. I’ve always wondered what it’s like to have schizophrenia
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3 RepliesAre these “people” the kind where you see them out of the corner of your eye, and then they’re gone?
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3 RepliesHow are you handling your depression, are you talking or seeing anyone about it?
