Freelance isn't going to help your chances of winning. CBMM is a stark reminder of how unforgiving matchmaking can be. It doesn't matter how well you play if matchmaking stacks the cards against you. I'm not throwing shade at anyone, but CBMM really does remind me that there are people who are in fact terrible at PvP all things considered. Often times it's just because they don't care about being good. And that's okay. Playing PvP games as a solo non-dedicated player and expecting a good time winning is silly.