What is your guys’ motivation to continue the rat race? For me it’s summer coming up. I have [i]so many plans[/i], and I’m super excited, but the days leading up are the absolute worst, and it’s nearly impossible to make it through a day without messing up something important.
The fact that I refuse to let the depression I've been fighting with for years beat me. Sure those negative thoughts have made me feel like shit and maybe feel pathetic or useless or like I can't do anything right. They still do make me feel that way sometimes. But then I remember not to let what I cannot do get in the way of all the things I can do. I have people who care about me and I know that every day is a new chance to do something great. And to anyone who may also feel like they're going through hell. The key word there is [b]going[/b]. You're still going. Keep going, you'll find your way out.