Day 16. 16 days since I swore I wouldn't move on unless I got QBB. Ever since Bungie nerfed solo damage to non-existent and buffed PvE enemy damage I only solo 1/3. I used to be 96% successful, even on Nightfalls. I don't think I'll get D2 sadly. I promised I'd only get it if I get QBB again, and if I can't get my fav gun again, then I don't want the disappointment to follow me constantly anyways. It won't drop even when I do finish it... The curse of solo players. Bungie ruined us No one wants do play CoE & I don't blame them. Not even LFG people, that scream on every death, want to play. Still curious why Bungie made it so you have to do everything all over again for these 3 weapons. I suppose I'll try again tomorrow. Maybe drink so much that I'll actually enjoy doing what I've done 100x over again. I dunno. Hopefully I won't have to go to hospital again. She's been doing well, so I think I'll have time to really grind tomorrow. But again I ask myself - Why does Bungie hates casuals? And why do they absolutely despise solo-ists? Everything tells me to quit, but it's my favorite gun I've even used in any game. Am I a fool? Yes. Will I quit? Everything in me says: Yes. You ruined yourself when you had no internet, and you'll never hold it again. Just quit. Don't waste your time. Everything, but my desire for my Precious, says stop. I CAN'T. I MUST HAVE IT Holy shit: [spoiler]Try to poke fun at your own misfortune and people crucify you. Can no one have fun? Can no one just comment? Is hate all people know anymore? Is your life so sad you basically comment "haha I'm better than you go kill yourself scrub"? Trying to find a lil light in a shitty no friend situation and dear Christ you'd thought I was caught with a nuclear warhead. And people wonder why I don't spam for friends on LFG? You -blam!-in serious???[/spoiler] Edit: Some people (who aren't assholes) have messaged me directly. 53 attempts - got it 42 attempts - given up 16 attempts -got it, but want LoW 3 attempts - got it, never dropped again Lost count - got it So it seems rare to drop UPDATES: [spoiler][b][i]Day 17[/i][/b] Dreg's Promise dropped. So close. but not QBB. Some People are joining randomly. I thank all of you for the assistance. Thru this, I've found that 4th Horseman is a beautiful crazy weapon. I've solo'd 5 (so far) and only 1 drop. But hey, at least it's something[/spoiler] [b][i][u]IT HAS BEEN ACHIEVED!!!!!![/u][/i][/b] Day 17: A player jumped in, then immediately out. But... I finished the rest. When I went to Orbit, my ghost showed me what I craved for so long.... A fresh, 400 light Queenbreaker's Bow.