Today this feels impossible.
Today is a bad day for me.
I want to do so much but something won't let me do any of it.
It just wants me to sit and stew inside myself while I rage and try my best to fight it.
It's days like this I wish I had tried harder to get more than a persctiption of Diazipan for my anxiety diagnosis.
I don't know how to fight this. I don't know if I should just let it win and do nothing. Fight it and most probablly hurt myself.
If I don't respond to messages today, I'm sorry. I can't do much of anything today.
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We have days like those sometimes. Today felt like one of those days. Sometimes its best to let it pass and sometimes no. Just depends on the importance of whatever you're trying to do that matters. If it can be done later then do it later as long as it doesn't compromise anything. If it does then go against the wave and fight it, no point in sitting around all day being afraid to fight back and have everything be the same depressing sight without change. Success sometimes comes with doing shit even when you dont wanna or dont feel like doing it