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2/27/2016 9:49:55 PM
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What is your biggest regret?

Anything goes! From killing Papyrus in Undertale To stealing your girlfriend's nudes and showing them on the Web! So share! [spoiler]I went to Clubpenguin without my parent's permission[/spoiler]

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  • Listen up you bitches, get your permission slips out cause we're going on a feels trip. Okay I lied, it's not that sad but I still regret it. Ahem. So, rewind back two years. Life was pretty poop, girl I liked thought I was a psychopath (which honestly she wasn't that far off), none of my friends gave a shit about me, and I was sick, as per usual. (I get sick a lot). So being the lonely SoB I am, I booted up a game on my phone. While everyone else was role playing and trying to get their dicks wet, I just sat in random places and minded my own business. Then out of the blue this guy sends me an invite to a guild. It was a social guild for the most part. So I join and basically if you're allied to another guild then you can hear them talk too. Everyone was just yelling and shit, only conversation I could keep track of was two girls fighting over some boy (which honestly I wouldn't fight over him if he was the last one on earth). Then he makes a big deal about how he's going afk so he can "cut". Girls are like "no don't go!" And all that jazz. Eventually he returns saying "Oh that felt good". Eventually the leader thing decides to in ally with us. Bye Felica. So finally everything goes quiet. Until this girl starts talking to me. I'm thinking she's just messing with me because no ones nice to me, I mean come on. She actually turns out to be really cool. But I mean, I was really just after the booty tbh, which I didn't even know if she had one. Eventually she gives me her kik and right away I say "lemme see that booty". She tells me I have to earn it. Alright woman, I'll play your game. Over the course of the next few months we became best friends. Which wasn't hard cause she was the only one who gave a damn about my existence. We'd talk every morning and afternoon, same time, every day. Now before we go on it's essential for you to know that back then I was (and still am) a dumbass. So we would talk for hours on end, same old same old. Then she starting saying "I love you" and stuff like that and me being the idiot I was I figured she meant it in the friend way so I said it back. Cause back then I didn't (and still don't) know what love really is. Cue "I just wanna know what love is" song. So as we talked more and more she started embracing more... couple-ish things. Fan signs and all that. One day I'm playing halo reach with my weirdos and she says she wants us to pick a song that makes us think of each other and then we'll listen to it when she gets back. I picked a terrible song. Not gonna say what she picked but I actually didn't listen to it because I thought I had heard it before. Then we end up getting some buddies from the guild up in a separate chat. This felt awesome because i actually had people to talk too. Moving on, a few months after that I actually did end up getting a booty pic and it was pretty nice too. Solid 5/7, there was also a cool looking dog in the shot as well. Eventually talked to her on the phone as well. As time goes on we start talking a little less, and for some insanely stupid reason I decide we should stop talking. Dumb move. Talk to her a little after that, two couple minute convos but that was it. While after that I'm lying awake one night cause I can't sleep and I'm trying to find some music to listen too. I think of the song she said made her think of me. I listened to it and if it wasn't obvious how she felt before it sure was now. I felt like such an idiot because I mean, I was. After that I just lied awake counting how long it had been since we last spoke. But then, when I had pretty much just gave up she came back. I waited seven months for this. And here it is. It was so good to talk to her again. But it was late at night so we agreed to talk in the morning. The next morning I went to talk to her and I had never been more disappointed in my life. She wasn't even the same person anymore. She just talked about Facebook and stuff. Eventually she brought up her boyfriend. No telling her how I feel now. Then she just kept talking about her boyfriend. I had enough. I made a mistake and this is my punishment. Last time I talked to her was around a year ago last year. My regret was not telling her I felt the same way. The lesson I learned was I can't expect people not to change just for me. But hey, now I'm here! I'm just another loser on the internet who makes unfunny posts about everything. If you made it this far, congratulations. Now you know a little bit more about me. Tl;Dr: met a girl, she liked me, didn't know she did cause I'm a dumbass, ended up losing her, found out how she felt, found her again, she had a boyfriend and had changed a lot. This was sloppily written cause it's 2.am. Op is a thing

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