I've been in a similar situation for the last 5-6 years. And before that I just wasn't generally confident anyway, just not anxious about it. Well, maybe nervous sometimes, but I didn't overthink it then like I've done since.
What happened? A woman.
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No it all started in Elementary school where they all made fun of my stuttering and one of the classmates purposely broke his finger and I took the blame for it. In reality I did nothing. The teacher written me up for no absolute reason and I went into a mental breakdown. Since then I isolated myself from people, it felt great at first but as time past it became loneliness.