"I'm holding on for her. For Sam. Maybe she doesn't really love me... but I love her. It's all that matters to me. Nothing else does."
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"She does love you. She loves you and Jay. If I could transfer emotions, I would transfer only a sliver of the emotional stress and pain she's feeling right now."
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"You could?"
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Edited by cyberattaq: 7/10/2015 7:48:33 PM"I could....." He crosses his arms. "I could tell you what she's thinking and what she's doing with Jay right now. As Death I kind of have powers."
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"Can... can you...?"
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"What she's feeling, what she's thinking or what she's doing with Jay right now? You have three options." He sits back and takes a shot, the drink going into his hood, only blackness there, not a face.
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"What's she's feeling and thinking?"
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"Well earlier she was feeling extremely depressed, like she could never make a choice. She just wanted to end it but she knew someone had to be hurt. Now..? Um well... I'm not sure if you want to know what she's feeling...."
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"Let me guess, she's happy with Jay and glad that she didn't choose me?"
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"No.... No her emotions are a lot more.... Um.... Loud..." He uncomfortable shifts around and rubs where his temple would be.
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[b]he stops him before he could finish his phrase.[/b] [b][i]"ENOUGH!"[/i][/b] [b]he slams his fist on the table.[/b] "I've heard... enough... Is that why you came back here?! To torment me more?!" [spoiler]-_- are you trying to make him kill himself?[/spoiler]
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"Look, I'm sorry... Anytime I try to do that people get angry.... Look if it's any consolation when she was with you.... She felt safe, like nothing could hurt her. You really were something special to her."
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[b]he looks away.[/b] "Apparently... not special enough."
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"No, you were. She just chose Jay. You are both very special to her. The wave of emotions.... Here." Suddenly multiple emotions wash of Kor unannounced. Happiness, sadness, anger, depression, helplessness. All of them at once.
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[b]tears roll down his eyes as he tries to hold them back.[/b] "Why are you showing me this...? What's the point of all this...?"
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"Because, that way you understand how hard this was for her. How torn she was." He leans back.
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Edited by Shadlezz: 7/10/2015 8:56:50 PM"But... I understand she was already... but why didn't she choose me...?" [b]he sniffs[/b]
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"She chose what she thought would be best. If she chose you she would sacrifice her relationship with Jay, he would have either gone insane and been even more evil, or kill himself. If she chose Jay she could remain friends with you, even though it's not what you want."
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"But... But I..." [b]he sighs, and hides his face in his hands[/b] "I don't know what to do anymore..."
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"Honestly, this is probably the best turn out. Would you rather have had her not choose anyone and you're both sad?"
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Edited by Shadlezz: 7/10/2015 9:12:29 PM"Of course not, but... She's special... more than special... and I don't want to live without her..."
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"Live with the facts she's happy. Even if it isn't with you. Be her friend, be there when times are tough."
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[b]he hides his face, faintly sobbing.[/b] "Just leave me be..."
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"As you wish." He stands up and leaves.
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[b]he keeps sobbing, being extremely confused and depressed, not knowing what to do.[/b]
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"You would do anything for her wouldn't you." Reaper looks down on Kor from the side. "You would kill yourself to save her."