"She only hurts you if you let those feelings rule your life."
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"I... I can't deny those feelings... I've never Felt so strongly in my life before... I... I [b][i]Know[/i][/b] I'll never feel the same way for anyone else..."
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"I have no clue what it must actually feel like, but I assume this is all awful for you. Just hold on.... That's all I can say.. Goodbye Kor." Reaper disappears.
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"It's the only thing I can do..." [b]he sips on his drink, thinking about sam.[/b] [spoiler]:([/spoiler]
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Reaper comes back and sits down, actually ordering a drink. "I can't leave you like this, I'm gonna stay for a while. If hanging on is all you can do, who do you do it for? You have to hold on for something or someone, we all do."
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"I'm holding on for her. For Sam. Maybe she doesn't really love me... but I love her. It's all that matters to me. Nothing else does."
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"She does love you. She loves you and Jay. If I could transfer emotions, I would transfer only a sliver of the emotional stress and pain she's feeling right now."
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"You could?"
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Edited by cyberattaq: 7/10/2015 7:48:33 PM"I could....." He crosses his arms. "I could tell you what she's thinking and what she's doing with Jay right now. As Death I kind of have powers."
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"Can... can you...?"
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"What she's feeling, what she's thinking or what she's doing with Jay right now? You have three options." He sits back and takes a shot, the drink going into his hood, only blackness there, not a face.
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"What's she's feeling and thinking?"
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"Well earlier she was feeling extremely depressed, like she could never make a choice. She just wanted to end it but she knew someone had to be hurt. Now..? Um well... I'm not sure if you want to know what she's feeling...."
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"Let me guess, she's happy with Jay and glad that she didn't choose me?"
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"No.... No her emotions are a lot more.... Um.... Loud..." He uncomfortable shifts around and rubs where his temple would be.
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[b]he stops him before he could finish his phrase.[/b] [b][i]"ENOUGH!"[/i][/b] [b]he slams his fist on the table.[/b] "I've heard... enough... Is that why you came back here?! To torment me more?!" [spoiler]-_- are you trying to make him kill himself?[/spoiler]
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"Look, I'm sorry... Anytime I try to do that people get angry.... Look if it's any consolation when she was with you.... She felt safe, like nothing could hurt her. You really were something special to her."
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[b]he looks away.[/b] "Apparently... not special enough."
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"No, you were. She just chose Jay. You are both very special to her. The wave of emotions.... Here." Suddenly multiple emotions wash of Kor unannounced. Happiness, sadness, anger, depression, helplessness. All of them at once.
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[b]tears roll down his eyes as he tries to hold them back.[/b] "Why are you showing me this...? What's the point of all this...?"
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"Because, that way you understand how hard this was for her. How torn she was." He leans back.
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Edited by Shadlezz: 7/10/2015 8:56:50 PM"But... I understand she was already... but why didn't she choose me...?" [b]he sniffs[/b]
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"She chose what she thought would be best. If she chose you she would sacrifice her relationship with Jay, he would have either gone insane and been even more evil, or kill himself. If she chose Jay she could remain friends with you, even though it's not what you want."
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"But... But I..." [b]he sighs, and hides his face in his hands[/b] "I don't know what to do anymore..."
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"Honestly, this is probably the best turn out. Would you rather have had her not choose anyone and you're both sad?"
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Edited by Shadlezz: 7/10/2015 9:12:29 PM"Of course not, but... She's special... more than special... and I don't want to live without her..."