[b]he sighs.[/b]
"I don't know... somehow, I feel like her knowing of me only hurts her more..."
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I never heard protests, only you asking more details . . . *He put both his elbows on the table and put his hands together in front of his face*
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"Like I said. I. Was. Listening."
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Edited by Trejo444: 7/10/2015 11:58:57 PMThat serpent had his tongue down your ear and halfway to your brain i could see it. Never. trust. a. devil. [b]Especially[/b] reaper. *Jay sighed putting his forefingers on the bridge of his nose and leaned back*
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"And? Is there a reason why you, of all people, came here?"
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To lift your head which has fallen from the light of the skies and looks at the ground drowning in Dark. . . Like i was. . . Do you remember these words? You owe your destiny to no one. You choose your life. You don't need to end it. Especially if it's going to hurt others around you. What I'm saying is that you have an opportunity here. Instead of dying, you can live. Be a friend. No one is ever truly cursed. *He stared at Kor* You should they're your own.
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"Yes, so?"
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Are you a hypocrite Kor? Could one snake, tell you things to anger and unsettle your emotions enough to make you stray from your own path? What's most important?
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"I have never settled a path. My path is my own. I take desicions."
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What is most important? Now it is you who aren't answering my questions.
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"Most important to me? Sam."
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Wrong its not just her, it's her happiness, her happiness trumps all i thought we came to that understanding. No harsh feelings remember? "Not from me" is what you said, yet here you are wasting away in this damned bar. Kor man, you've got duties responsibilities, your teammates, this city. Ryker was put in the same position as you between Akron and Nikki but he knew what mattered most was her happiness. To see her smile and even to have a kid and be that childs godfather, to him was a blessing. If you truly love something, let it go. . .
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"You don't understand. You simply don't understand."
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Edited by Trejo444: 7/11/2015 12:39:23 AM*Jay stood up* I do, I was there when she left me, that dark place between sorrow and grief. I'm afraid i can only show you a ladder out of the pit you've thrown yourself into, you have to be the bigger man and muster the strength to climb out. Will you triumph? A stronger wiser man? Or will you let go, land on your back in that pit staring into the distant light always wondering what could've been. The good you could've done, lives you could save. I'm sorry that this is the way it must be, but when you make it back from this grief. And i know you will. You will have my undying respect.
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"It's all too easy for you, isn't it? You're the one she picked. You were willing to kill yourself, and now you talk of overcoming the fall? You've done no such thing. You only think that because you were pulled out from the hole. It's easy for you to twist my words when you're the winner, talking down at the losers. Your respect? It means nothing to me."
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Edited by Trejo444: 7/11/2015 12:48:10 AMI thought of something when she stopped me. Death is the cowards way out, my death wouldn't have solved anything. If either of us died Kor, she would never stop crying. And i don't want to be responsible for that. . .
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"Then why did you keep doing it? She was happy at my side, but you, [b][i]you[/i][/b] couldn't let it happen, could you? You simply [b][i]Had[/i][/b] to have her. Even if it meant destroying her in the process? Have you any idea how broken she was when [b][i]you[/i][/b] made her choose? You couldn't let her go, and now you're telling me that [b][i]I[/i][/b] should? You think yourself above everyone, don't you? Think you're higher than the rest of the world."
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When i was the Daemon Prince yes, i thought you all bugs ready to be laid to rest under my boot. She changed that, I'm sorry I've loved her for 26 years, and she loved me. Before you even showed up we were together, i really do love her. And remember that this was her choice. Respect it. My presence alone agitates you, and the liquor doesn't help. I'll take my leave. I hope Kor. . . I hope you return to your friends. They most certainly miss you and care for you as well. *He turned to walk out*
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Edited by Shadlezz: 7/11/2015 1:04:57 AM"You're wrong. That's where you're wrong, Jay. I know only way out of this for me. I can never let her go. And neither can you. She'll never love me back. And I can't live with that. So leave."
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Edited by Trejo444: 7/11/2015 1:11:33 AMThen you will be the reason she will feel more heartache, more guilt, more tears that could be stopped. I will not lie to you and i honestly know you won't believe me. But if i was in your situation after she had made her choices and desires clear. I would've become your friend like Ryker to Akron and Nikki. I still would, should you have an epiphany. But i know, from your perspective right now, as you are, you won't believe me. . .
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"You're right. I don't believe you. Because you would have done what I'm about to do. Now, Leave. Don't make me ask again."
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*Jay sighed an looked at the roof* When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end The goddess descends from the sky Wings of light and dark spread afar She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting Infinite in mystery is the gift of the Goddess We seek it thus, and take to the sky Ripples form on the water's surface The wandering soul knows no rest. There is no hate, only joy For you are beloved by the goddess Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul Pride is lost Wings stripped away, the end is nigh My friend, do you fly away now? To a world that abhors you and I? All that awaits you is a somber morrow No matter where the winds may blow My friend, your desire Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess Even if the morrow is barren of promises Nothing shall forestall my return My friend, the fates are cruel There are no dreams, no honor remains The arrow has left the bow of the goddess My soul, corrupted by vengeance Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey In my own salvation And your eternal slumber Legend shall speak Of sacrifice at world's end The wind sails over the water's surface Quietly, but surely
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[b]he had stopped listening to you.[/b]
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*Jay left, he realized all his words fell upon deaf ears, still he prayed for Kor*
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[spoiler]lol I just wanted to make you leave XD[/spoiler] [spoiler]don't worry, I read it.[/spoiler]
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[spoiler]one last thing,kek[/spoiler] *Jay let his thoughts reach Kors mind, he let him know what he was thinking* [i]“Kor… If the order we arrived was reverse, i wonder, would our positions be reversed as well?, would you be like me?, say Kor, if we were reversed, if we were, would we…?”[/i] *And he was gone*