Simple solution let your good side guide your intentions and your bad side the means of obtaining that intention. However always remember to let your neutral or logical side judge whether or not the cost is less than the benefit.
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You are interpreting it as a whole (that the good and the bad are the same thing). They are in fact two different... Personalities or life styles, I guess. I want to be good and play nice but also want to escape at some times to be bad. Right now I play nice and have many friends that are awesome but I'm often finding that I'm not doing what I want to do or what I was created for. I like being good but feel like I'm supposed to be bad and I don't know which path to take. So what do I do?
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Well if it seems like you have two distinctly different personalities then I would recommend selecting one to be the primary and the other the secondary allowing both to live but having one become dominant. When it comes down to choice between which I would choose the one that felt most natural or the one that feels like it is your duty to be.
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That is what I'm doing right now. My good is dominant and my bad is suppressed but my bad also holds a lot of weight. It has things that I really want to do that I can't accomplish if I stay a good person. And when I say a good person I mean someone who cares about others. This is a tough decision and I weigh it out all the time except I never make any changes, I always just sit and wonder what could be.
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If the split between the two is that much of an inconvenience than I recommend integration. If integration is impossible than I would recommend trying to destroy which ever personality is easiest to destroy.
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I think that the good is the easiest to destroy but it is everything that I am. I don't think that I'll ever be able to destroy the bad because it is what I will always want to become.