I know this may be really stupid and weird but ever since i realized there was this amazing ghost edition with awesome stuff all about Destiny I had to get it. But after search tirelessly for places to pre order and literally driving to local retailers such as best buy, walmart, target, and gamestop to see if I had any luck preordering in person I was not able to get my preorder in. After realizing that after the ghost edition gets released that the price of it on amazon and ebay will go up passed $200 I gave up hope of ever having this wonderful ghost edition and canceled my regular destiny preorder because I felt like I wouldn't enjoy destiny anymore without this ghost edition and its beautiful destiny content. I just wanted to know if anyone else felt like this because after talking to my xbox live buddies it seems like I'm the only one who felt like they wouldn't enjoy destiny and won't play it after not being able to pre order it. I was looking forward so much to this game for more than a year! And now i can't even stand the sight of the word destiny because I couldn't get a ghost edition. Please tell me that I'm not alone in this and that I'm not crazy.