And honestly, i'm not even excited about it. Most people can't wait to turn 21, but I kind of feel depressed. I feel like i'm having a mid-life crisis even though i'm still very young and shouldn't be thinking that way. I haven't even started college yet because I have no idea what to major in. I work at a shitty job that pays crap. I just feel like a total failure. I know that i'm still very young and shouldn't be thinking like this, but i can't help it. Do you think i'm overreacting?