When you grew up your parents could foresee your beta destiny so because they loved you so much that they didn't want you to hurt so they told you all these half-lies about equality and beauty is on the inside and America and this and that and that is what -blam!- you up insecurity wise. Sooner or later you had to wake up and it hurt more than ever so you unconsciously solidified all those equalitarianism beta ideals and re-affirmed them with a vengeance. It got to a point where you hate people who are natural alphas because your whole life you have been taught to not compete in something that would hurt you. When you finally turned 16 and realized Cindy didn't want to go to the ball with you you started to harden inside. But it was your parents that gave you the fuel for your insecurity by trying to invent things about society that weren't there as to protect your wounded lil heart. Just a theory I have inb4 mass butt hurt and mass denial