Floodian, it's ok. We all have our up and down moments, our fun and sad moments. WE KNOW WHAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH, and we [b][i]CARE[/i][/b]. Life is too short Rain to think of all of the bad things in life, I mean hell, I'm grounded for doing absolutely nothing and I'm smiling all of the time, but seeing as this is a serious matter, I will try to help my hardest. Think of all of the awesome things you get to do, or want to do man, be it playing video games, talking with your friends, or remembering the stupid -blam- that you did in the past, where it wasn't funny then, but now you go "Ayyy lmao". If you look in the comments below Rain, people look up to you as a dam role model, and they actually care enough to help you through your issue! You're like that one sea shell in the ocean of sand that people will look at and admire! Sure some people think that you're not cool, but everyone has those people in life. It's what you think about yourself that truly determines you. I am not wanting you to blow this off and have me get cursed to get, of all things, [b]RAN OVER BY A -BLAM-ING TRAIN[/b], I am hoping that you take into consideration of how cool and chill you are. P.S. Hope you get better man! :) [b][i][u]DONT YOU F*UCKING COMMIT SUICIDE, I WILL DIG YOU FROM YOUR GRAVE AND KILL YOU ALL OVER AGAIN! IM NOT JOKING WHATSOEVER, YOU ARE A TON OF PEOPLE'S HERO AND YOU CAN WORK THROUGH YOUR ISSUES THAT ARE GOING ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:([/u][/i][/b]