I just don't really know what else to say. I'm just not happy anymore. I mean, if you go to the #Turtle tag, which obviously you do if you found this, you can see that I would always try to stay happy and optimistic all the time. Now? I've become a pessimist and more depressed. I don't want to be that. Here's some reasons why I am not happy anymore. Most of these reasons being stuff I've remembered. I've been homeless 3 times, I can't be taken seriously, I'm always busy doing a job I hate, my only free time is during the early AM's, I can't have a social life due to schedule that is out of my hands, I'm the only one in my house working so if I quit my job I am out, any goal I set is instantly shattered, I've pretty much wasted 2 college degrees, and the highlight of my entire year will be getting a -blam!-ing $350 piece of plastic... And I don't even have anyone to help me with any of these issues or any others I haven't listed. The worst part is why I can't sleep. It's because if I stay on my computer and do stuff on it all night, and get at most 3 hours of sleep, I don't have to think about this stuff... There is just way too much edginess here in this thread that I can take, so I'm gonna cut it here. I just really needed to vent. Edit: I was drunk af when I made this. I don't even remember making this...