I'm currently 19 years old and for some reason while sitting on the sofa I just started thinking about my life, and what lies ahead for me in the future.
I've never been the greatest student, academically speaking, and yet I somehow find myself in college with the overwhelming feeling to just give up completely. I'm not entirely sure what it is that I want to pursue as a full time career. But currently I am a broadcast journalism major, and the reason simply being because I actually do have somewhat of a passion for writing. But realistically can I make a living out of simply writing in the journalistic field? I doubt myself so many times, and thus I find myself giving up time and time again...
At this point I wonder if I'm even fit to be a productive member of society.
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I feel hopeless everytime some shitbag comes in after not changing his oil for 10k miles on a Geo Metro. Its people like him that kill me inside. On topic: just do it. You know what you want. Sure its gonna suck balls, but thats apart of the experience man. Im not gonna be a master airplane mechanic anytime soon. But goddamn gettin there is a fun challenege. Embrace the challenge. Defeat it brother.