Look flood, I'm not gonna sugar coat it, my first time was NOT a good one. I'm just gonna put a little disclaimer ahead of time so those that are more susceptible to emotional damage don't get offended. Well... I was 11, and I had a friend named Alexis. She was about two years older than me, and we had known each other since I was born. We had that storybook kind of friendship. It was the kind that made you feel like we would be together for life. I had come to think of her as the sister I never had. We even had a tradition of walking across the boardwalk in our nice coastal town everyday. But, like all things, something went wrong. I remember the day. It was July 27, hot as hell and a very good day not to be outdoors. Alexis and I still did our daily walk across the boardwalk, but she seemed... different. She walked a lot closer to me and she talked differently. I mean, sure we made the occasional sex joke, but when she told her's it was much more descriptive and she would always look me in the eye throughout the entire joke. Anyways, after the walk we immediately returned to the cool embrace of my home. Alexis and I sat in my room and played some Halo. Everything was going well when we finally beat that annoying ass flood stage on legendary. With a big smile, Alexis turned and kissed me. I thought she was just happy at our incredible feat, but then she kissed me again, longer this time. She felt my crotch up and I began to get hard. I was old enough to know what this was leading to, and I didn't want that to happen just yet. I wanted to say no, but I was scared to know how she would react. She was my best friend and I didn't want to lose her. She advanced, stripping naked and undoing my pants. My mind was screaming for me to stop this, but my body wouldn't allow for it. She....did the deed. I can't bring myself to tell the details. Years later and I still tear up at the thought. The next day I couldn't even bring myself to meet her for our daily walk. I just...couldn't go across the Boardwalk. I did not pass GO. I did not collect $200.