Over The Years playing D1 To D2
Had a Story that I shared on Twitch at one Time bout my little girl having heart problems then passed away when she was 1 Year 2 weeks old that really devastated my wife and me as a father as a husband then some players came into my channel started shaming laughing at me then told me they sent me a clan invite that said below
I'm Glad Your Daughter Dead Clan
I Shared My Story For 1 Reason
Cause I did not know how to Deal with my loss of my child being gone so I thought If I shared my story on twitch that others would come into my channel and would comfort me so I could have someone too talk to at the time
Now year later been Diagnosed with
Leukemia my Oncologist said I have 10 Years to live I Shared My Story on YouTube Gorillamobster
Hoping players would change but I get others come into my live stream telling me I hope I die of cancer why do players have so much hate in the world I don't understand I have Reported this so many times on Twitch and YouTube they do nothing bout it why..
Last Year's of my Life I want it to mean something when I play this game I enjoy playing this game because I get to escape from reality and it blocks out my pain suffering from my leukemia blood cancer just want to meet new players people I can trust and bond with but there is so much hate in the world
My Dream is to have Bungie do a Story on me and my channel on YouTube
Bungie is a one of the Biggest Supporters when it comes to Cancer that makes me happy
YouTube gorillamobster
I Do Solo Content Only
Try to do pvp to hard tho
You Guys Ever Need Anything
Stop By Need A Friend Advice
I'm Here For You
English
#destiny2
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Edited by Maj-Payne2978: 2/3/2022 4:59:43 AMThere are a million ways to deal with grief but -blam!-. It’s hard for to say their are wrong ways but holy -blam!-. Twitch, YouTube, even here I hope this isn’t just some attention seeking bullshit. Find a therapist or a support group of other people dealing with loss. I’m a combat veteran who had dealt with ptsd for years. The military has taught me when people struggle and go through hard -blam!- together they bond together. Anyways I hope you eventually heal and get the support you need. But social media isn’t going to be it.