So i met this girl last year,i instantly felt a strange sense of attraction to her. As weeks past,i could help but notice how much i thought of her. Her voice,personality,looks were perfect in my books. She wasnt the thinnest or had huge busts,she was just perfect the way she was. I couldnt help but realise,i had fallen for her We talked and she gave me a phone number,and we continued chatting. Start of the year,she came to me and told me she didnt like me,well i dont know who told her but it was probably one of my mates. We still smile and wave at each other but i know have to forget about her,but i just cant. Her smile,just melts my heart and makes me fall for her again. I really dont know what to do and im in pieces. One part of me just wants to forget but another wants me to cling onto the hope that one day,i could make her mine. Ive lost my sexual desire and even porn doesnt make me aroused anymore. Am i a fool to wait for her? Edit: It seems like i should probably forget her but i just cant. Everytime i close my eyes i just see her and hear a voice. What could i possibly do about this? I really dont know how much more i can take...