Hey, I'm not trying to be a jackass or jerk, but have you read the Bible recently or prayed or anything. My mom was on her deathbed dying of something (doctors said it was chron's disease, but some of the signs she exhibited were off) and she just started praying to God and reading the Bible. She's 100% healed now and is living fine 6 years later. My point is that Jesus saves and opens doors. I'm probably gonna get called out for whatever, but I don't care. I hope you get well soon Fallen :)