I have next to zero experience with relationships. Only been in two so far, but both only lasted about a month. Also doesn't help I moved a lot and have aspergers.
One was when I was a new kid in 6th grade when one girl seemed to like me for some reason. Ended due to a lack of communication, especially since neither of us had phones yet.
Second one was a similar scenario, I was the new kid in 8th grade and a girl in PE liked me for some reason. I think she may have had a few screws loose because she decided to "fl@sh" (censoring part of it just to be safe) me at one point when I originally thought it meant a selfie or something. I immediately broke all contact with her just to process what the hell just happened. Looking back, I think there were some red flags for a potentially toxic relationship prior such as her tone of voice and behavior around me sounding like she wanted my attention a lot.
Fast forward to today, I've had no luck making friends at all while my brother (who's younger than me) has a gf and they've gotten along well for about two-three years now. Everyone makes finding friends look stupid easy and I can't even keep a simple conversation going, even if I do get one going it goes nowhere regardless. Seeing everyone else having friends in general makes me feel like an outsider.
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Social engagements can be very hard to maintain