Hello, my name is Kyle Bremer, but you can just call me MallardMan27. I just wanted to say thank you to bungie for (unintentionally) helping me out during my hard times. So half a year ago my father passed away due to heart failure. It was November 26th and I was running something known as the "KLM Marathon" with my father, I was running 10K and he was running half a marathon. When he was just one kilometer away from the finish fell victim to heart failure and died instantly. When I arrived at the finish all I could do was look for him, but I couldn't find him anywhere. I got a call from my mom telling me that I was going to be brought to the hospital. I figured my father just collapsed like he did in 2 previous races, but as you can tell that turned out otherwise. For the first two months I was stuck between a state of shock in which I would pretend it never happened and just randomly crying. But while I was in that state of shock, I'd mostly play destiny 2 to help me forget what happened for a while. I was a fan since the taken king since that's the first game I got with my ps4, and the games would always help me if I had a bad day. After a month I also developed some suicidal thoughts and anxiety. I would get panic attacks. Any where at any time I would just freak out and my chest just started hurting so much. Whenever this happened at home, I would turn on my ps4 and play some games (mostly destiny 2) to try and calm myself down. I just wanted to stop by and say thank you for helping me out - Your loyal guardian MallardMan27 p.s. in the photo it's my father on the left and a good friend of his on the right p.s.s. Hunter master race