it all started when black ops 2 was a total craze i met a gamer girl in a lobby of search and destroy.. now in cod i had a clan consisting of sweaty ass tryhards that will not settle for less than a 4-0 and a breif GG gesture in the end.. i had a wingman always with me pubstomping when the whole crew wasnt around.. it was a female surprisingly.. she wasnt that good at the time but at least she wasnt braindead like every other girl that played.. i saw potential... she started at a .80 kd .. i had a 4.50 at the time so i had to keep her under the table because my tryhard friends werent so happy about me bringing a "random" into the party.. for months i trained her in private lobbys getting her better and better and i told her that we would have 1v1's every week and the day she beat me id personally go see her and take her out on an expensive dinner wherever she lived.. and id buy her a gold controller the more and more i taught her the more and more i realized that she was starting to have strong feelings for me.. she started surpassing my friends skill level and oddly she started turning from a sweet girl i knew to a tryhard trashtalker... her kd went from a .80 to a 3.25 i host a competition with a xbox one grand prize and one by one she beat them all 20 competitors and she came out on top for the final 1v1... against me... that girl talking shit wasnt the girl i met.. a soft girl with a soft voice that used to sing in the mic when she thought she was muted.. a girl that sent me dumb pics of her and her cute cat when i was tryna teach her how to use a headset to her advantage.. the girl that said id be the perfect boyfriend if we'd ever met.. a "girl guy duo of pubstomping terror" she called us she definately wasnt the girl that had feelings for me anymore.. so .. i gave up on her.. i let her win the competition because i knew how much she couldnt afford a new xbox and she said.. "keep it scrub.. " couldnt help but to laugh because even though she was a bitxh now.. i think i unlocked her full potential.. and she was happier that way than getting trash talked for being a shitty girl gamer in every lobby.. i deleted her.. saw her the other day on destiny crucible.. she had a horrible kd.. as well as i do in this game.. cod and destiny arent exactly the same ball game.. my heart said talk to her and start over.. my brain said be a -blam!-ing man and move on..you left her crying just thought id tell you girls and guys why i feel weird when im around gamer girls.. feel betrayed feel like a douche.. the plans we had.. then again .. p.s yes i know this post is gay as fuxk.. but it needed to be said.. im a gamer dude but i like to play with a girl rather than a dude.. doesnt sound gay to me... i think "playing" with a guy sounds gay.. technically dunno dudes.. p.s.s im not saying all girls are good.. it is as cliche as it sounds girl suck at gaming.. but there are few that stand out </3 but all i can say is.. she would smoke you all in a 1v1 ;] p.s.s.s hate comments are welcome it is a known fact that people that write the best hate comments have smaller dicks than the rest of the male population lol keep em coming lawl