Honestly I dont believe in love. Never had a girlfriend but doesn't meam I wouldn't try to see if love is real. Girls in my high school were so cruel and they always judge by my looks. I got bullied a lot in school so I never had male friends to call buds. amd meber had females that might become a girlfriend. I dont know really how to act around people my age (21). Dont lose sleep on this dude if you think this is considered hard I will pray you open your eyes to the world we live in.