I was only nine years old > I loved Thomas the Tank Engine so much, I owned all the episodes and merchandise > I pray to Thomas every night, thanking him for the life I have been given > "Thomas is love", I say, "Thomas is life" > My dad hears me and calls me a -blam!- > He is obviously jealous of my devotion to Thomas > I called him a -blam!- > He slaps me and sends me to my room > I am crying now, because my face hurts > I go into my bed and it is very cold > I feel a warmth moving towards me > I feel something touch me > It's Thomas > I am so happy > He whispers into my ear, "This is my railway." > He grabs me with his powerful train wheels and puts me on my hands and knees > I'm ready > I spread my ass cheeks for Thomas > He penetrates my butthole > It hurts so much, but I do it for Thomas > I can feel my anus tearing as my eyes start to water > I push against his force > I want to please Thomas > He whistles a high pitched sound trough his train whistle as he fills my butt with his steam > My dad walks in > Thomas looks him deep in the eyes and says, "This train has no breaks." > Thomas leaves through my window Thomas is love, Thomas is life