I have a serious question in my life right now that needs to be answered as soon as possible. I am 16 years of age, and I am soon about to be 17 (another 2 months). I have had a drug related problem since I was 10 years of age with marijuana, I then got sentenced 1 year probation/drug court at the age of 15. I am being released from probation/drug court tomorrow evening. I have been in perfect compliance for that past year, staying sober and whatnot. My question is, I have been debating whether or not I should smoke again or not, but in a lesser amount of time. I became a so called, "pot head" way too quickly at the age of 10. But, now since I am much more mature and experienced in life, I think I can control this habit. My friends tell me as long as you get your life priorities taken care of first each day, you can do whatever you want. But, then I think why waste a whole year of being sober, and then going back to day 1 in a matter of 5 minutes?
Any opinions is greatly appreciated by any means.
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You can't control it. Sure, you'll tell youself that you can, and maybe even believe it, but you can't. Be addicted means that you can not live without it. Withdrawal sucks, and you will take more to try and avoid it. The only problem is that you have to take more, and more, and more...