As I peruse different threads a common theme causes people the most angst. BALANCE, and the lack thereof! My take on it is that you feel so fragmented by several shorting circuits that have been all but forgotten. It sometimes seems like we are trapped in the minds of many different people who have had great starts but just couldn't carry the storyline. Which is why I think that this "BALANCE" is hard to achieve due to the lack of cohesion. I guess this is what people mean when they say that the game is broken. But anywho, hope the zen you are seeking finds us all soon.