I really don't know where to start, and I'm really upset about this. It's a personal matter of mine, and it's happening at this moment; but let me give you a little bit of background information so that it might be a little easier to understand my story.
First of all, I'm 15 years old. Recently, hurricane Katrina hit my city of New Orleans, so, obviously, I was forced to flee the city and find a temporary home and source of education. Now, the school I was attending also has another Jesuit academy in Dallas, TX, which means I wouldn't have to pay tuition. My family knew no one from Texas, so I started calling friends to see if they were going to go to Dallas. Fortunately, a good friend of mine (Keller) was staying in an appartment with his mother for free. I am now with Keller and his mom. His mother has an old college friend that lives in a suburb not too far away from Dallas. This old friend of Ms. Keller's mom has a 14 year old daughter. I met this girl on the first night of our stay in Dallas, spent the night, then headed back to the appartment and more or less lived there.
Fast forward to tonight. We (myself, Keller, and his mom) are at these people's house right now. The 14 year old is asleep but her incredibly hot friend isn't. So, the only people up are Keller, myself, and that 14 year old's hot friend. Earlier tonight the three of us "went for a walk" and snuck into somebody's pool, skinny dipping. The water was freezing so the whole time she was cuddling next to me, in her birthday suit, trying to stay warm. She seemed to have no interest in Keller. I was about to make my move, I didn't know whether she would reject it or accept it, when suddenly the people whom house we were skinny dipping at spotted us. We darted off, dried off, and went back to the house.
When we got to the house, we staerted to watch some movies. We watched a few, and, before I knew it, the girl and Keller were at 1st base, probably 2nd. Now I figured I wasn't about to be an ass and break it up, so I quietly left the room and shut the door for them. After that disappointment, as I am in the other room watching TV, confused and depressed, the door creeks open by accident, and one of the two runs to the door and slams it. That means they're probably at third, maybe even home. It's just upsetting to me that Keller always manages to outshine me whenever it's an ordeal that involves the opposite sex. Get me straight, I'm not some hideous monstrosity, and I work out a lot; Keller just puts forth so little effort and gets whatever he wants without even trying. This kind of unfairness makes me want to just give up on sex, because I always work so hard and either something comes up, or someone gets the girl before I do. Keller and I have more or less the exact same personality, and I'm not mad at him for hooking up with her at all, but I feel totally and utterly like a loser.
You may be wondering why I'm typing this to people whom I don't even know. Perhaps I'm looking for some sympathy, or maybe I just need some sort of positive reinforcement. This whole ordeal got me really depressed, because it's not the first or last time it has or will happen. I'm too self-conscious to tell people, that I actually know, my feelings, so I personally feel better talking to strangers indirectly.
Oh, and btw; Picture of me
http://img391.imageshack.us/my.php?image=aaa7fr.jpg
Picture of Keller
http://img391.imageshack.us/my.php?image=aaaa2dn.jpg
That may or may not help...
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just wait three more years i have more :(
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frogblast, that post you just made proved many many valid points. Thank you for clearing this up.
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i would recommend not getting involved at that age...im about the same age as you(im 16) ive had a girlfriend at 15 and it is too hard to keep up with (you got school,homework,work, and personal things) and girls want to be with you all the time....but you cant, they take it personnaly and break up with you for not being with them enough....and it sucks..... im not sayin all chicks are like this but a lot of them are....just wait till you are older....when you and other girls are more mature....then things will make sense...i think....just hold on.
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Wow man....I have like the same problem no joke...Last year i was dating a girl..I had just asked her out after we both realized we had both liked one another for 3 years. everything was great...it was my first gf...and we were happy. the out of no where she just stopped liking me and left me for some jerk. He does nothing but kick her, make fun of her, and says things you shouldnt say to a women like can i touch....you get the picture. That sent me into a depression. and since then i have not had any luck with a relationship. However hope is a stong thing. Perhaps one day things will change.
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How was she anyway nice cute girl or a flirt around with everyone girl.
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If you got that close once, it can happen again...go ahead and find yourself a GF and dont blame me if she gets AIDS.
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OK fine so you don't need a life. I'm hungry.
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] Vitamin Zawaz [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] LordCrotchpants [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] Vitamin Zawaz [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] jepepper Alright; I am by no means emo. I'm probably the most anti-emo person I know. I think I'm just having one of those moments... I [i]can[/i] beat Keller's ass if I wanted to, because I'm like 20 times stronger and more muscular than he is. He really didn't do anything I wouldn't have done, but it just pisses me off that he doesn't think about anybody else. He is a "slut" though; he admitted it to me while we were skinny dipping, saying that he'd get anything that wanted him. I gues I'm just in the wrong part of America. Maybe if I moved farther North I'd get a little more respect from females.[/quote] I'm going to sound like a jerk saying this, but believe me: it is not normal for a fifteen year old to go skinny-dipping with anyone. Girl or not. It's just not [b]normal.[/b] Stick to going on dates. What you did was out of line. [/quote] Who the -blam!- are you to decide what's [i]normal[/i]? I think you're just jealous that Jepepper got farther with a lady than you ever will.[/quote] Not so much jealous as I am disgusted. He is fifteen. Going that far with someone at that age is crazy. Not even an adult yet. I said it wasn't normal because I'm his age. I think I can tell what is abnormal and what isn't. Everyone can. However, you're correct on the choice of words; it's not that it's abnormal; it's just not right. Jepepper, I do feel sorry for your home in New Orleans being destroyed...but I'm just posting an opinion. L.C.P., Sometimes, all you need to say is one sentence to make an idiot angry. Here it is, just for you: Get a life.[/quote] Why do I need to get a life? That doesn't make me angry, because I don't need a life. So ha! I'm pretty sure I was right on the jealous part too, seeing as you lashed out at me like that. [Edited on 9/25/2005]
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You lucky basterd you could of done something eceseplely when the is a hot naked chick got on you for warmth hum well your lucky huh.
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] LordCrotchpants [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] Vitamin Zawaz [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] jepepper Alright; I am by no means emo. I'm probably the most anti-emo person I know. I think I'm just having one of those moments... I [i]can[/i] beat Keller's ass if I wanted to, because I'm like 20 times stronger and more muscular than he is. He really didn't do anything I wouldn't have done, but it just pisses me off that he doesn't think about anybody else. He is a "slut" though; he admitted it to me while we were skinny dipping, saying that he'd get anything that wanted him. I gues I'm just in the wrong part of America. Maybe if I moved farther North I'd get a little more respect from females.[/quote] I'm going to sound like a jerk saying this, but believe me: it is not normal for a fifteen year old to go skinny-dipping with anyone. Girl or not. It's just not [b]normal.[/b] Stick to going on dates. What you did was out of line. [/quote] Who the -blam!- are you to decide what's [i]normal[/i]? I think you're just jealous that Jepepper got farther with a lady than you ever will.[/quote] Not so much jealous as I am disgusted. He is fifteen. Going that far with someone at that age is crazy. Not even an adult yet. I said it wasn't normal because I'm his age. I think I can tell what is abnormal and what isn't. Everyone can. However, you're correct on the choice of words; it's not that it's abnormal; it's just not right. Jepepper, I do feel sorry for your home in New Orleans being destroyed...but I'm just posting an opinion. L.C.P., Sometimes, all you need to say is one sentence to make an idiot angry. Here it is, just for you: Get a life.
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] LordCrotchpants [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] Vitamin Zawaz [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] jepepper Alright; I am by no means emo. I'm probably the most anti-emo person I know. I think I'm just having one of those moments... I [i]can[/i] beat Keller's ass if I wanted to, because I'm like 20 times stronger and more muscular than he is. He really didn't do anything I wouldn't have done, but it just pisses me off that he doesn't think about anybody else. He is a "slut" though; he admitted it to me while we were skinny dipping, saying that he'd get anything that wanted him. I gues I'm just in the wrong part of America. Maybe if I moved farther North I'd get a little more respect from females.[/quote] I'm going to sound like a jerk saying this, but believe me: it is not normal for a fifteen year old to go skinny-dipping with anyone. Girl or not. It's just not [b]normal.[/b] Stick to going on dates. What you did was out of line. [/quote] Who the -blam!- are you to decide what's [i]normal[/i]? I think you're just jealous that Jepepper got farther with a lady than you ever will.[/quote] good point lordcrotchpants
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] Vitamin Zawaz [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] jepepper Alright; I am by no means emo. I'm probably the most anti-emo person I know. I think I'm just having one of those moments... I [i]can[/i] beat Keller's ass if I wanted to, because I'm like 20 times stronger and more muscular than he is. He really didn't do anything I wouldn't have done, but it just pisses me off that he doesn't think about anybody else. He is a "slut" though; he admitted it to me while we were skinny dipping, saying that he'd get anything that wanted him. I gues I'm just in the wrong part of America. Maybe if I moved farther North I'd get a little more respect from females.[/quote] I'm going to sound like a jerk saying this, but believe me: it is not normal for a fifteen year old to go skinny-dipping with anyone. Girl or not. It's just not [b]normal.[/b] Stick to going on dates. What you did was out of line. [/quote] Who the -blam!- are you to decide what's [i]normal[/i]? I think you're just jealous that Jepepper got farther with a lady than you ever will. [Edited on 9/25/2005]
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] Vitamin Zawaz [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] jepepper Alright; I am by no means emo. I'm probably the most anti-emo person I know. I think I'm just having one of those moments... I [i]can[/i] beat Keller's ass if I wanted to, because I'm like 20 times stronger and more muscular than he is. He really didn't do anything I wouldn't have done, but it just pisses me off that he doesn't think about anybody else. He is a "slut" though; he admitted it to me while we were skinny dipping, saying that he'd get anything that wanted him. I gues I'm just in the wrong part of America. Maybe if I moved farther North I'd get a little more respect from females.[/quote] I'm going to sound like a jerk saying this, but believe me: it is not normal for a fifteen year old to go skinny-dipping with anyone. Girl or not. It's just not [b]normal.[/b] Stick to going on dates. What you did was out of line. [/quote] amen jepepper...im afraid im gonna have to put you under arrest for bieng a goddam pedifle, trespassing and for flashing people in a semi-public place. *handcuffs jepepper*
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] jepepper Alright; I am by no means emo. I'm probably the most anti-emo person I know. I think I'm just having one of those moments... I [i]can[/i] beat Keller's ass if I wanted to, because I'm like 20 times stronger and more muscular than he is. He really didn't do anything I wouldn't have done, but it just pisses me off that he doesn't think about anybody else. He is a "slut" though; he admitted it to me while we were skinny dipping, saying that he'd get anything that wanted him. I gues I'm just in the wrong part of America. Maybe if I moved farther North I'd get a little more respect from females.[/quote] I'm going to sound like a jerk saying this, but believe me: it is not normal for a fifteen year old to go skinny-dipping with anyone. Girl or not. It's just not [b]normal.[/b] Stick to going on dates. What you did was out of line.
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i understand what your saying. it's always the [i]other[/i] guy who gets the goods right? there really is no answer to what your asking. no logical answer anyway. to find the answer we would have to look deep into the human heart and mind, a maze with many dead ends and trap doors. there is only advice, which is usually false. stay smart, and later in life the guys who "gets the goods" as i said before will end up being under your control. if you play your cards right. if. maybee all my ranting is why i can't get women....
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No, I don't really want a slutty girl like that; but it's just the principle of the matter.
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Don't worry about it. You still have plenty of time to get laid.
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his future is looking fine, i drink and worry about that stuff and im 14. soul cage, ever heard of periods? you know, the things at the end of a sentence? anyway dude just wait it out. that 14 year old you mentioned earlier right? she is hot right? get with her or something and let your friend have the slutty one. she went for both of you remember? do you really want that kindas girl? [Edited on 9/25/2005]
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Let's not start a flame war
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Dude, you suck. You're 15, and you drink and you worry that much about getting laid? You future is not looking good...
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uhh thanks guys? anyway, i think im back to my normal self; haha i made waffles this morning, and i was REALLY DRUNK. Like, i couldn't tell if i was chewing or talking, so food kept coming out of my mouth, and the kitchen's a mess. Oh well, it's not that big of a deal i guess; nobody has really changed. They just got intimate; although I would have liked it to be me instead of him. Oh well, cest la vie. I'll catch up to Keller one day... [Edited on 9/25/2005]
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yeah i know lol. [Edited on 9/25/2005]
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thanks lol i thought it was pretty funny myself
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] SoulCage2 Wow, you know I didnt send that stop making things up im not that immature to send someone a Private Message telling them there ideas on how to get laid are "-blam!- and or stupid" if I was going to make fun of your thoughts i would use terms a little bit more advanced or "above your head" like immature and ignorant or prepubescent--- o wait that last one described you not your ideas my fault im sorry maybe if you ask mommy she'll bake you some cookies after you tell her that the big bad soulcage is being mean to you maybe she can get on here and tell me to stop would be better hold on let me get her dressed and out of my bed first she'll be home to make your cookies in like an hour after i've had another round or two with her [/quote] lol...thats soo funny...funniest thing i ever read sorta-ish. anyway..jepepper...just wait...or come to canada...you would probably have a funner time and we arent in the same room while someone is getting laid...or...kidnapp a chick and take her to a private island where you can live like adam and eve, except ...anywho...and then you have all the time in the world to have sex with her or until the US comes in and builds a city there
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Amen.
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Damn right thats the spirit