So, nice, easy, calm, silent. Sitting in the dark, just me and you kids out there. Everything is so peacefull for now, for me. The dark thoughts in my head hushed out by the smell of sweet grass and cookies. Possibly too calm, it worries me that im back to flaming up, othor than eating a apple or something healthy. Its bad, but keeps my mind off the worse things, I don't worry anymore, im safe in the house, safe in my so called room, safe in the forum, again.
I'll have to stop this, for Naomi, I'll stop, cold turkey, its easy right? I mean, how could something so small be so addicting? I'll stop, and not give into tempation if there is any, I don't beleive people who say its hard to stop smoking. Nicorette, what a load of crap.
Feeling depressed again, right after I finnished the last paragraph Kevin blew up my sence of peace and talked about how it won't work. He said he was just screwing with me, it just goes to prove im nothing to him.
I shouldn't be this upset, he has a point. He is right. And I hate it.
I can't let the world win, Im not going to give into addiction or suicide, with Kevin by my side or not.
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I have been really depressed lately too.... //KayJay
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] Nedus Canadian are pimp? Tunnels for cats? Am i missing something here?[/quote] Um, I'm a Canadian with 15 cats, who have a tunnel from our house to their pen outside, which allows them to go outside at night without worrying us.
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Kevin sounds like a jackass. If I read that post correctly. Also, I'm very glad to have you back. I didn't see you around for awhile there. In fact, I haven't seen a lot of my "generation" members around lately. They are either slightly before or way after Halo 2, or from before 2003. There's like a big void for the March 2004 members... Well, anyway, I'm glad that you're quitting smoking. My mom says she quit, but I know she still smokes. But, it's good to have you back, and, well, I guess be strong would be something good to say here. I never was too good at that- saying those little things like "Good luck!", or "Keep it up!" in the right context, so excuse me if I accidently insulted you, which I'm pretty sure I didn't. EDIT: It's Coconut! And Nedus! It's a big reunion! [Edited on 9/3/2005]
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] Gold Templar II [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] Xeroh ...with Kevin by my side or not. [/quote] Kevin = Randomly Issued?[/quote] *slap*
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Canadian are pimp? Tunnels for cats? Am i missing something here?
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] Xeroh Im Canadian.[/quote] Canadian................ are pimp.
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] MinkOWar [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] LordCrotchpants Kitties > Puppies[/quote] That's why I have 15 cats.[/quote] And a tunnel.
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] cmkrcs1 And if you bought FFX, you have a severe case of loser.[/quote] According to some random guy who comments on almost every single part of my RvB profile.
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And if you bought FFX, you have a severe case of loser.
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] Xeroh Stupid Kittens.[/quote] Pain usually ensues...... And if you can't beat FFX, you have a severe case of suck. [Edited on 9/2/2005]
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is this all because you can't beat FFX?
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] MinkOWar [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] SteelBulletproof [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] MinkOWar [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] LordCrotchpants [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] MinkOWar [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] LordCrotchpants Kitties > Puppies[/quote] That's why I have 15 cats.[/quote] Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn[/quote] Eight of them are Kittens (Well, their a few months past a year old now, but they are all small cats, so they have retained their kitten-likeness), making it much more fun :)[/quote] [i]Yay kitties!!!! =^.^= -Diz[/i][/quote] You have seen them already, too, Kickflip Magee's "Name your pets here" thread. 'Cept at the time, you were more interested in our horses. :)[/quote] [i]Yes yes and I still love them ^_^ -Diz[/i]
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] Xeroh Stupid Kittens.[/quote] * punches cat and buys t-shirt*
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] SteelBulletproof [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] MinkOWar [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] LordCrotchpants [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] MinkOWar [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] LordCrotchpants Kitties > Puppies[/quote] That's why I have 15 cats.[/quote] Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn[/quote] Eight of them are Kittens (Well, their a few months past a year old now, but they are all small cats, so they have retained their kitten-likeness), making it much more fun :)[/quote] [i]Yay kitties!!!! =^.^= -Diz[/i][/quote] You have seen them already, too, Kickflip Magee's "Name your pets here" thread. 'Cept at the time, you were more interested in our horses. :)
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Stupid Kittens.
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] MinkOWar [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] LordCrotchpants [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] MinkOWar [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] LordCrotchpants Kitties > Puppies[/quote] That's why I have 15 cats.[/quote] Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn[/quote] Eight of them are Kittens (Well, their a few months past a year old now, but they are all small cats, so they have retained their kitten-likeness), making it much more fun :)[/quote] [i]Yay kitties!!!! =^.^= -Diz[/i]
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] LordCrotchpants [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] MinkOWar [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] LordCrotchpants Kitties > Puppies[/quote] That's why I have 15 cats.[/quote] Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn[/quote] Eight of them are Kittens (Well, their a few months past a year old now, but they are all small cats, so they have retained their kitten-likeness), making it much more fun :)
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Pop tarts>Kitties.
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] MinkOWar [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] LordCrotchpants Kitties > Puppies[/quote] That's why I have 15 cats.[/quote] Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] LordCrotchpants Kitties > Puppies[/quote] That's why I have 15 cats.
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] Xeroh ...with Kevin by my side or not. [/quote] Kevin = Randomly Issued? [Edited on 9/2/2005]
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] LordCrotchpants Thinking is hard[/quote] Yeah it is once I thoght so much trying to do my math I had to do a mind rebote then I woke up sleeping in my sit.
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Kitties > Puppies
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So... we really are talking about smoking here? Because I was worried, I'm busy writing my story, and it's set like 3 weeks from now, and you're in it, and Halifax is there, and Steel is there, and Lord Crotchpants, and Toto... ...except for Toto, because dogs are completely pnwed by cats, and I'm insane, and then the story would have made a minutely smaller amount of sense than it already does...
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I'm too lazy to think.
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Thinking is hard