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Edited by SolidusNat:
11/21/2015 5:29:43 AM
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Any reason i feel empty as shit?
So lately I have just felt empty, lack of motivation for school, not enjoying what I like as much as I used to and my gender dysphoria with right wing parents (and im catholic so i have really nothing to stop my dysphoria without being basically kicked out ) along with depression has just been getting worse. And like I don't feel motivated in school because, to put it like Vaas said, its the same shit over and over again, this isn't me trying to be funny either.. That's legit how I feel "go to school, do pointless shit, get treated like shit, get pointless work that won't do anything for you, rinse and -blam!-ing repeat. I'm not motivated to do anything, and I wish I could just die but I'm not even motivated enough to do that, I'm just wasting space in the world.
Edit: Should I also tell my parents about my gender dysphoria?
Do you guys have any advice? I just had to get this shit off my chest because its been bothering me for ages now
Fallout 4 helps get my mind off it.... That is until the frame rate drops into the single digits and I can't be assed to reopen the game
I just wanna give up sometimes... ;-; does it even get better?
Edit: was with my friends, nice and happy, motivated to take a test
Then I woke up ;-;
edit 2 so how do i tell my parents? they are very republican...
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1 ReplyEdited by Crimson: 11/20/2015 4:41:58 PMSo... I'm sorry that you're feeling this way. Please know that you're not alone, and yes, it DOES get better... but you have to be a part in MAKING it better. If you want to tell your parents, you can. You, however, know them best. Do they love you? Do you honestly believe they would kick you out? Are you ready to face the possible repercussions? You can also tell your parents that you'd like to see a counselor or a therapist, as you're dealing with some personal issues and you want an outside opinion/outside help. (I would honestly recommend this no matter what. They can also help prep you AND your parents if you do want to talk about your gender. And no, not a religious one. An ACTUAL unbiased opinion who will help support you and help you support yourself.) School can seem very repetitive, especially when you have no goals to work towards. So... what are your passions? What do you think about or what do you do that makes you happy? What do you enjoy? Take those things, and DO them. Spend time learning about them and wrapping your brain up in them. If you say you have nothing, then think of things that SOUND fun to do and go do them. Stop fighting who you are and embrace it. Those who love you will either follow in suite, or they won't, and you'll learn that you're capable of living without them. Hang in there, friend.
