First off: that's kinda funny! Lol. Secondly: obviously play the game as you see fit. But it looks like you need to lower your sensitivity. I can almost guarantee that if you lower it to the bottom half of the range, you'll start getting more kills and start getting less assists. Again, play as you want, but I'm just giving a friendly tip. With a lower sensitivity, you can move the thumbstick in the direction you need to aim, and easily stop it on the right spot. Not to mention how much easier it is to keep your reticle on the head of an enemy in the Crucible. With the higher sensitivity, you are trying to snap to the target quickly, and it's very difficult to stop the reticle on the target when the analog range is so small. I'm not saying it's impossible. I've seen people play very well on the highest sensitivities. If you've been using that high of a sensitivity for an extended amount of time, it may take you a while to adjust. But I promise it can improve your aim. And don't take my word for it, there are plenty of articles out in the world (internet) that discuss the pros and cons of different sensitivity settings.