I'm pleasantly surprised with all the mature feedback thus far on this topic. But I feel you man. We all go through our slumps and sometimes our expectations and others' expectations of what we want or where we want to be can be the roots to our problems. Ease up and take up another hobby like reading, music, or even sports. If you can't find the motivation to do so, find someone you can trust or look up to as a mentor like your favorite school teacher, parents, friends that you look up to, someone who can acknowledge your accomplishments and capability to succeed in the future. You may not believe this but what you're going through is normal. Frustration is an essential building block for success. I feel as if you are at the crossroads of wanting to find answers for your circumstances. Redirect your negativity and turn it into positive experiences and you will surely find it. Don't give up bro and keep a positive ATTITUDE! Peace!