I just made a mistake, a minor mistake, and yet I'm so pissed at myself for making a mistake. I feel like shit for it.
I've been this way my entire life. I make a mistake and I separate myself from everyone and think about how much of a failure I am for making a single mistake.
I still regret mistakes from over 10 years ago.
Why am I like this?
I think it's because I have a superiority complex mixed with a perfectionist view. I strive to be perfect, and anything less is demeaning and pathetic.
What do you think about this?
What do you think about me for thinking like this?
What do you think is wrong with me?
Just anything.
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Mistakes are needed to learn from. We are not machines that know how to handle every situation perfectly.