So my mother calls me this morning and says that she will like not make it thru the day. In all the 25 years of my existence I've never got to know the woman. My family is pretty fractured do to in-fighting, people played favorites and such. Likely my grandmother couldn't even point me out in a crowd.. even before the Alzheimer's and dementia kicked in. But why in the -blam!- am I feeling so shitty right now?