okay i met this girl over xbl, we liked each other but we learned we had some quite big barriers that kinda sepparated us. we are rather different now that i look at it. she is an athiest, i am a christian which is one of the major reasons. In short i really upset her and its all my fault that our relationship had to go mostly bye bye. One of the biggest reasons by far is the fact that i have practically 0% practice with these things. bieng homeschooled for about ohh...half of my life (im 15) its pretty obvious. anyway, i broke her heart she hates me. i feel like a jerk. its your everyday love story gone bad ending. but its like wierd. anyway. i just had to tell someone so i didnt feel so bad about it. BTW i dont give a -blam!- if i get flammed for posting this. becuase why? i dont give a -blam!- about you if your flamming. thats why... anyway you can feel free to tell me I am a jerk cuz i kinda was. but boy have i learned a valuable lesson. im just glad i learned it sooner than later. oh god im such an idiot... Never liked long distance relationships anyway... [Edited on 7/16/2005]