It is worth noting that recently we have seen a handful of threads regarding suicide or extreme negativity. This will sometimes include remarks that allude to a person's hate for life and/or pointlessness to life. To them, I dedicate this thread: Your pitiable endeavors of acquiring attention is not only aggravating but exhausting. Please abstain from creating a topic of such pointless nature. While I may sympathize and/or empathize with your current situation this is not the place to seek help or attention regarding this subject matter. I suggest you find alternate methods of attention, such as your local psychiatrist, parent/legal guardian or friend. You will find more assistance with your current issues there. In the meantime, do not bother bringing perfectly happy forums down with you as you attempt to bother us with your problems. I do, of course, not intend this message to belittle your tribulations or to allude to the fact that we could care less, but this is simply not the place. I hope you take heed of this advice and find different means of expression of your problems. Thank you and good luck. “Quit thinking that you must halt before the barrier of inner negativity. You need not. You can crash through...wherever we see a negative state, that is where we can destroy it.” - Vernon Howard