You are so right when you say there are such great people on here. Just a few days ago several of these amazing individuals helped pick me up from an incredibly low point I was in. I had one of the truest forms of happiness I've had in several months, one that I've only come to expect a handful of times a year. This physically affected me and made me so much stronger. I can't thank them enough for it. Now I see you going through all the shit that you are and it fills me with joy to see you in such high spirits. It's one of the best things for you at this point to help get you better. Always remember we can help pick you up.