Does it ever just kill you to not know how and why we exist? If God does exist (not saying he doesn't either) we would know how we were made, but what about him? Basically in my head it all just boils down to how everything was started. Yeah yeah Big Bang theory, but how. How are we alive how are we and everything else that makes us here? How can you have something from nothing? There is a never ending chain is there not? And what about a higher dimension that we cannot see? Like Carl Sagan talked about in the cosmos. Maybe we just don't know and can't comprehend because we're stuck in the 3rd dimension. Geez these thoughts just make me so curious and are so agonizing. What do you guys think?