You know what, you are going to be paying for the game just like everyone else. Worry about having fun, don't worry about what strangers in a lobby think. If it bothers the super elite's that much they can just form a full team and play together, you should never apologize for something like this. There are far too many running around already who care about k/d ratio, stick to playing in a team with other people who don't mind if your not as good, what is important is that you try, if you have the heart to learn you will get better. ^_^