I'm 2 kewl 4 any1

Fūcken. Lazy. Well thats me. Im not very interesting as it turns out...

I'm a waste of life and a failure

I suck.

I'm the swaggiest mofro around

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I... No.

I like biscuits.

I'm not book smart. Mainly because I don't push myself. Though, whatever intelligence I lack I make up for in wisdom. I'm a realist and I see with logic. I want to a memorable life. I want a beautiful death. I strongly believe in neutrality. The answer to all debates can be found on the line both sides refuse to cross. The scales of true justice should be able to forgive and to strike down. I'm loyal so long as I respect the person and they are worth following. I have a very protective nature over attractive girls. Not crazy boyfriend, rather a natural instinct to protect them should the situation present itself. That doesn't mean I'd support them(or anyone else) if they are a dishonorable person(depending on the situation). I have a fire inside me that if I were able to tap in to and focus, I'd be able to level up....like 10 levels, bro. Too bad I have a very hard time getting that motivation. I suppose far too many of us have this problem. Perhaps, due to no like-minded people around? Hard to say. It's my greatest downfall, though. I'm finally making progress which is great. I could also have more confidence. That was more of a description but oh well.

You ask, I give a piece. There was a boy who loved to climb trees. The height of these trees were his only escape. This little boy, of only 10 years of age, was named Ben. The tree tops were his only escape from his fathers wrath. Ben has been being abused since he was a young child. He has been thrown, punched, kicked and mentally beaten down. It is because of this Ben needs an escape, his escape is found in the trees. However it is not enough, Ben's father always catches him, and hurts him. That was, until Ben discovered all his super powers. As far back as little Ben can remember his father had hurt him. The most recent bout of punishment involved Ben's father close lining him with his forearm, knocking Ben out, breaking his nose. This was almost normal for Ben, he had known nothing but pain from his father since he had come back into his life. His father was a marine, he had been to war. All that Ben knew from the moment his father had arrived home was fear. His father would have these episodes, where he would lose control and go into an unstoppable rage, this was usually when Ben would receive his punishment, for what he did not always know. It is because of this rage that Ben sought the refuge of the tree tops; he was invisible there, untouchable, and invulnerable. Try as his father would, he could never find Ben when he was in the tree tops. The tree tops were Ben’s world. He would jump tree to tree, moving through the forest like a creature of the woods, effortlessly moving from one tree to the next. This was Ben's world, and no one was his equal here, no one could hurt him here. In the woods, Ben was a super hero. Soon after his father had broken his nose, Ben's mother and father divorced, not because of the abuse, but because she had found a better man. This brought the seven years of abuse to an end, Ben was now 12 years old. He now wanted answers so he began to search. He did not have to look long he soon found them in a youth Pastor named Pastor Lenn, whom he met at school during Lunch, he became Ben's mentor, and closest friend. Pastor Lenn taught Ben about the Love of Jesus Christ. Ben learned through that Love all things are possible. Through the next few years Ben relied on that Love to help him get through the trials he would face. Ben's mother soon remarried, and his new step father was just as abusive as his father. At first everything was good, Ben and his step father got along. However Ben knew something was off about this man. He warned his mother, but she did not listen. She married him anyway. A few months went by and everything seemed to be going well. Then it happened, his new step father lost his job. This is when the abuse began. At first it was only mental, his step father would constantly berate and insult him: Calling him a loser, telling him he was good for nothing and that he would never amount to anything. All of this nearly destroyed Ben, if it were not for the calming touch of the Grace of Jesus Christ, Ben would not have made it through his teenage years. Things began to escalate after a year of his step father being unemployed. The first time Roy put his hands on Ben would be a day he would never forget. It was summer, June in fact. The birds were chirping. The flowers were in full bloom. It had been a great day. The family had come over to visit and had had a family cook out. All of Ben's cousins, aunts, and uncles had come over. After they had left, everything needed to be cleaned up. As Ben expected, his stepfather demanded he clean up the mess alone. At this point Ben had enough, his mothers new husband had not worked for over a year. He haf not helped with chores and he would not do anything around the house. Ben was left with everything on his shoulders. Ben thinking it was time Roy do his fair share asked him why he couldn't help clean up as well. This is when it happened, Roy snapped. He began screaming, swearing and moving towards Ben. Ben was not sure what he had done to enrage him. Before Ben new it Roy had a wooden boat paddle from out of the fishing boat, he ran charging at Ben, he swung, Ben turned to flee. It was to late the Paddle made contact with Ben's back, breaking the paddle into two piece. The pain Ben felt was unimaginable, it felt as though a thousand little fires were burning up and down his back. He collapsed to the ground, breathing heavy, begging that Roy not hurt him any further. He was sobbing uncontrollably from the pain. It was not long after this that his Mother would divorce Roy, not because of the abuse, but because she had met a new, and better man. As the years went by Ben would come to form a strong relationship with Jesus Christ. It was through his walk with Christ that Ben would learn of his final super power. Through the years Ben's father did not come around very often, when he would he would always berate and put Ben down, making him feel useless, but only for a moment, because Ben now knew who he was in Christ. As the years went by Ben began to notice he was able to calm others through caring words, and a loving touch. This was all taught to him by Jesus, and how he was to treat others, how he himself wished to be treated. One day many years later, Ben was now 18, he was with his father, when suddenly his father went into a rage. He began to swear, and berate Ben, saying all the typical hurtful things, the words stung, but they no longer hurt. At this very moment, Ben reached out, grabbed his fathers hand, and said, “Dad I love you, lets talk about something else”, His father turned, looked at him, and began to cry. This was the only time he had ever seen his father cry, there was a great healing in this moment. It was at this moment Ben realized he had the power to calm any situation, no matter how calamitous it may be. A few years down the road Ben's father would eventually seek help. His father would find that he had Gulf War syndrome, and PTSD from his time in war. Their relationship is not perfect by any means, but it is far better than it had ever been before, and it is getting better everyday. Ben is now married, and no longer needs his initial superpowers of invulnerability and invisibility. He now chooses to face his trials head on, carried on the Lords shoulders, or with Jesus by his side. Ben has chosen to move forward and not look back. He continues till this day, to approach every situation with calm, and a loving touch. He does this in hopes that one day his son will do the same. It is his hope that His son will never have to endure the pain that he had. That his mother, will never leave his father, for a better man.

A waste of space, broken.